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Name: Jess
Birthday: 11/27/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: From First To last, matchbook romance, my chemical romance, smile empty soul, bowling for soup, thrice, jimmy eat world, dead poetic, avenged sevenfold, atreyu, blink 182, straylight run, anti-flag, yellowcard, go betty go, the matches, stutterfly, letter kills,from autmn to ashes, the starting line, thursday, nofx, the early november, amber pacific, alkaline trio, scatter the ashes.
Expertise: playing guitar, singing, writing music, talking
Occupation: Student
Industry: Legal
Message: message me
AIM:  eloquenthomicide
Yahoo:  Bloody_tu_tu_x3
Member Since:
12/9/2004
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 Pictures from last night. Fun time 
Well I just got home from hanging out with Matt and Am. I still cant believe am and robby broke up. im going to cry. Matt fucking scared the living daylights out of us. gish we were walking home and he ran down the hill and yelled. gosh.
here`s to teenage romance.
&& never knowing why it hurts like hell.
i was thinking
if your not busy,
maybe sometime,
we could fall in love.
i remember the day we met.
i remember what made me fall in love with you.
you said something, that lit up my world.
it was something like, "hi."
have you ever started thinking about someone
&& then started smiling, without realizing it?
people say i have the perfect life.
i say they have a great imagination.
we`ll flip a coin for our future.
heads ;; we`ll be together.
tails ;; we`ll flip again.
go ahead
break my heart.
it`s useless
without you.
you are the boy.
the boy that made me smile.
the boy that made me laugh.
the boy that i loved so much.
the boy that made me cry.
the boy that broke my heart.
the boy that changed my life forever<3
you got into my head;;
with all the pretty things you said.
there`s only one way
to describe my life..
» you.
its amazing,
how you can make my worst day perfect.
just by saying `hi`
the only fights i want to have with you
are the i love you more, fights.
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| grrr. Im so opening my pool soon. Its waaaaay too hot outside for this. I got a new bikini. IM READY IM READY IM READY EDDY EDDY. Eddy...horrable name. Im going to name my son Marc. Idk why. i just like that name. and a girl id name... Topanga. no not because of Boy meets world. i hate that show...
I had trouble eating my cereal bar this morning. grr.
your eyes fill with tears .. as he speaks softly in your ear
you want to believe him when he says that you'll still be
friends .. you know you'll get over him within time .. but
you'll never forget his touch or his smile . . even more . .
when he wiped that tear away from your eyes and said
'`..your still beautiful when you cry ..`'
& It's just my luck to end up
getting stuck to everything
you are. So tonight I'll sit &
pick apart your pictures &
over anaylze your words...
but the truth is? I've never
fallen so hard
&&& she whispers into the mirror, as she wipes the
running eyeliner from her eyes..."i miss him"
take my hand &
watch the world
pass us by.
i will love you forever.
&& not one day less.<3
&&
i`ve got
that little bit
of hope that keeps
me [[ hanging on ]]
she sits in her room,
hugging her pillow,
thinking over the things he said.
his last words to her ;
` i think we`re better off friends. `
while she`s thinking ;
` i think i`m better off dead. `
you said i tasted famous.
so i drew you a heart.
&& although i`m no artist,
we`re a fucking work of art.
every drawing
that i drew,
was never ever
as cute as you.
i said
` please don`t go away.
i just want you to stay with me forever.
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| Everyone thinks at Im the meadows(mental hospital) again because of my fucking principal pulling me out of calss to search me on friday. and i wasent at school today because of my stupid othodontist apontment. dumbass's.
Well I just got home from getting my lip periced. Didnt hurt that bad. Felt pretty cool actually. I still think Kyles pretty upset with me. Idk. I hope not. Hes my hot lips<3 tehe.
<3 love love love and more love.
spread the raddness and make shampoo mohawks in the shower
i've got a --
MiND BOGGLiNG,
SENSE NUMBiNG,
HEART POUNDiNG,
STOMACH FLiPPiNG,
TAKE MY BREATH AWAY,
HEAD OVER HEELS,
KNEE SLAPPiNG,
DAYDREAMiNG,
BUTTERFLY FLUTTERiNG
--- crush on you
me without you ?
are you fo` real ?
that`s like a
fat kid passing up
a happy meal.
when you talk to me ;
my whole body shakes,
i can`t find the words ;
i can`t think of what to say.
my heart beats faster ;
my knees get weak,
when you talk to me ;
i can hardly even speak.
^^Its so true^^
i just wish that you were here
i`m dealing with scars ;
just trying to see who we are
nobody said it would be easy
fighting your way through another day
i think i know how you feel
looking for something that matters
keeping it together when it`s all been
// shattered
we all want something real <3
we were good, playin` hard ;
rollin` down the boulevard
liquor drinks ; between the bars
making out - back of cars
hey, you see that girl?
she's the one that wrecked my world.
think you`re gonna take it far ?
she don`t wanna know who you are.
I think I noticed when things started to change.
the hugs were quicker. the phone calls, shorter
& they weren`t every night. we didn`t hurry
to the places where we`d meet. the
`` i love you`s `` felt more like
a forced, daily routine, with no meaning.
when we saw each other, the smiles weren`t
as bright, or as big. our thoughts weren`t only
about each other. we seemed uninterested
we felt unloved we had too many doubts…
I think I noticed when things started to change.
I want him to promise me he'll never break my heart. But can he do it?
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Kyle <3
Well Im actually getting my lip periced tomorrow instead if saturday. YESSSSSSSSSSS. I dont have to go to school tomorrow because i have an orthodontist aponment thats an hour and a half from my house. I dig. i dig. 
Kyle, I love you so much like you have no idea. Im really sorry about flipping out on the stupid things. Its just you mean so much to me, and i dont want to loose you <3
im not stupid. i just lack common sense.
im not a poser. i just like all kinds of clothes.
im not miss popularity. i just have a lot of friends.
i dont like my boyfriend . i love him.
i dont ignore you. i just dont give a shit.
im not a bitch. im just honest.
im not mean. your just weak.
im not insecure. i just dont trust people.
Promise me.
That's all I want.
Just a promise that you will never forget me.
Tell me I changed you somehow.
Let me know that I had an impact on your life.
Promise me that you'll always remember me.
Losing you was hard enough.
I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.
people tell me i`m beautiful.
but i don`t think thats true.
the only way i`ll believe it,
is if i hear it coming from you.
i want someone to stay up
all night thinking about me <3
want to hang onto something
that won`t break away or fall apart
like the pieces of my heart </3
» they were right when they
said love is the `slowest form
of suicide ;; because his lips
are laced with cyanide` .. and
i'm so a d d i c t e d to his kiss
it`s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,
it`s funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
it`s funny how forever never really seems to last,
it`s funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past.
it`s funny how friends can just leave you when you`re down,
it`s funny how when you need someone they`re never around.
it`s funny how people change and think they`re so much better,
it`s funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
it`s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it`s funny how one night can contain so much regret.
it`s funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all, none of that`s funny to me.
your eyes fill with tears .. as he speaks softly in your ear
you want to believe him when he says that you'll still be
friends .. you know you'll get over him within time .. but
you'll never forget his touch or his smile . . even more . .
when he wiped that tear away from your eyes and said
'`..your still beautiful when you cry ..`'
take my hand &
watch the world
pass us by.
i will love you forever.
&& not one day less.
the distance doesn`t matter
when you love someone this much <33
  <3
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